hello everybody!
i have just given this blog an overhaul and i dare say i'm pretty much loving it! the monotone of the previous one was slightly too dreary... and boring. i mean it was all minimalistic chic at first, but in retrospect it looked like a boring legal document nobody would ever be interested in reading.
that being said, i hope i don't get sick of this layout too soon, seeing as how the previous layout lasted slightly less than 3 months...
haha. this weekend has been an eventful one, contrary to my hopes of it being restful and restorative and peaceful. i believe i have emerged from it a slightly changed person. (as you can see the revamp has not taken any drama out of me, hahaha)
i spent the weekend steeped in anger, frustration and disappointment - this, i can assure you, is not a very nice way of squandering your youth away - and all this culminated in me spending slightly more than an hour in the bathroom. i spent most of the time lying in the (empty) bathtub and staring at the ceiling while trying to listen to myself think. this did not go very well because i think the excitement of doing something only people in indie movies seem to do overwhelmed my brain and i was daydreaming about the profound revelations that would appear out of nowhere and inspire me and shake the foundations of my world views, and how i would then proceed to bestow that inspiration upon the legions of adoring fans that read my blog...
(needless to say i did not get any real thinking done - and it's not that i have (m)any people to inspire at all -_-)
haha besides the one fundamentally depressing lesson that i have taken away from the past two days (everybody is a bloody disappointment so there is no point in having faith in their characters), i guess the biggest thing i have learnt just from writing this blog entry is that i am fully capable of writing myself into a state of mild euphoria by taking things much less seriously and by entertaining my delusions of grandeur. and that it is bloody fun being dramatic! :D
anyway i think i should stop now - i want to continue rambling but that would deprive you of the fun of reading this entry - you know what they say about quitting while being ahead. lmao.
aside from that, i keep feeling annoyed because I HAVE LOST AN HOUR OF MY LIFE. come to think of it, the only day that is affected is the day the hour is taken from but IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE 2233 HRS NOW, NOT 2333 HRS! argh the outrage!!!!
okay i am done. goodbye people! :)
ps. i just realised that my blog looks like the suicide note of a vampire now. HAHAH. -__-
