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Tuesday, June 7, 2011

5 years

5 years down the road...

... and i am finally waiting to graduate as a doctor.

so many things have happened

i thought i would be more exhilarated than this

i was waiting for the large wave of relief that everybody described themselves to feel

but all i am doing now is sitting in front of my computer, regretting that i ever reactivated my stupid facebook account. you probably weren't talking about me, but i know that you've used that word when it came to me before.

poison.

am i, really?

am i?

so maybe i am.

sorry for being so venomous and for causing you so much misery.

i never deserved you as a friend anyway.