first day of shadowing!
i think i am going to be loving my job - no weekends, no nights, being on call means i start at 12 pm and end at 9 pm, good pay, nice colleagues, nice and supportive seniors, great work environment - what more could i ask for?
have also (somewhat) moved into my new place - the things i like the most so far are: the piano, the fact that my table has drawers, and my (comfy beyond belief!) aussino bedclothes.
other than that - new battles to fight, new demons to face
but things don't seem as daunting as they did before this phase of my life started - maybe it's because i do not currently have the time OR energy to be distressed over stupid things that used to bother me. maybe it's also because i realised that the shit i am going through are the results of my choices and there is nobody else to blame, so all i can do is to suck it up and make the best out of things.
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...
... right?
(i know i'm rambling)
things are changing - i was dreading starting work but as the day went by i realised that work was an escape from all this crap and i was actually excited! (more about the pay than anything else, HAHA)
(i am secretly praying that i somehow miraculously morph into a workaholic - this has been a long awaited dream of mine, lol)
sigh ok i should go. it is 2207 and i have to wake up at 0500.........
